A Third Swim Through The Night...

My sad crusty post-swim eyes that cried for you while you were in the hospital...


I see you with my eyes open. I see you with my eyes closed. I see you in my dreams. I see you in everything. I feel you in my pulse. I feel you in my soul. My tears are still here. My love continues to explode.

I miss you beyond the unknown!

I don't know how to say it, I don't know how to explain it, but I feel that I need to get in the water again...to come and talk with you. I have to strip myself down to nothing, and face my own maker once again so I can transcend the flesh and earth to come find you in the spirit world.

Tonight is the perfect night. It is the 28th anniversary of when my body first fell apart. A riveting change that rippled through every step in the rest of my life. Sound familiar? You did the same, but as hard as it may seem, your impact upon me has rippled even more.

You mean everything to me, Michelle. I can't let you go. I refuse to do so. Without you, I fail to find meaning. Without you, I wander lost. Without you, all sense fades away. For you, I am willing to put everything on the line to see you again.

I'm hurting so much. My tears, they still flow. My tears, they still glow. I love you so much.

I'm coming for you, and I am bringing your lovely sister, Jarka, with me. I promise that I will never stop looking for you. We are on our way tonight.

My love for you transcends this living realm, and in you I will always hold true.

I'm coming for you, Michelle...

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