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Lost Wonderment...


I stare at this photo of Michelle a lot. I see so much life in her eyes. They emanate the feeling that she made swirl within. I can see that feeling of sweet kindness.


...and her smile...


Siiiigh...her smile!


I remember this photo being taken, and the moment surrounding it, but that's not what I look at now. I have that hindsight of reflection with me now, and all I see is that beautiful essence of who Michelle is. It gives me chills.


Michelle is pure beautiful! Her expression screams that in this image. In that moment I was only beginning to learn what I know now. I was laser focused on her because I appreciated Michelle as much as I knew how to. I didn't even know what that meant, but I did know that every moment was the best moment with her, and I didn't like being away from her, but...


I guess what I am trying to say is that it's like one of those, "If I only knew then what I know now," situations. (To say it real lamely...I'm just not good enough with words.)


What can I say?! She cast a spell on me, and apparently it was the right one, because it riveted through my entire life from that moment onward. It's actually fascinating to myself, and quite surreal when I look back and see the ripples. Even within all of that, I am rather inclined to just look at the images of her essence instead, because when I stare into that, I see the true nature of what beautiful is...


...and it's quite extraordinary.


Looking at that notion right now in my mind as I write this, I am in pause slightly shaking my head in that lost wonderment.


And then I go silent in my mind as the words slip away, leaving me to just simply stare with a blank mind and a full heart...


Also...


Yes, I always take glances to the bottom right, where, with this image being cropped the way it is from when I wrote that thing about Jeannine, it almost appears as if Jeannine is photobombing the sweetest photobomb ever...even though she wasn't. That makes me smile.


For those who don't know, the amount of sweet human in this photo from these two beautiful souls is so far off the charts that it's actually quite astounding. How I found myself in the middle of all of that, I'll never know.



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